I ask myself honestlynTo evaluate what I seenI have so many doubts about you that are eating at menYou can talk all you want but your justification's absurdnI will judge you from your actions not your wordsnnI'm ill at ease, ill at ease,nComing undone at the seamsnI wonder if I should trust you at allnIll at ease, ill at ease,nLooking for something to relieve me,nBrace for the inevitable fallnnI really wanted to believe that everything was okaynSo when you'd do something fucked up I'd look the other waynI got tired of riding the fence,nIt has cost a bit of innocencenBut I have found it helps this state of disarraynnI'm ill at ease, ill at ease,nNo one wants to say a thing to rock the boat or put your act in placenI'm ill at ease, ill at ease,nYou just pulled a 180 degree from what you said the other day