The clock will not stopnMaking noisenIt reminds me of all the timenI've lostnMy mind will not justnSettle downnIt reminds me of what mynConscience has broughtnI did my shopping alone thisnYearnIt reveals my lonelinessnMy mouth keeps shouting outnIt reveals my bitternessnnIf I never thought about itnI would not be here todaynnCan't stand rejectionnIt makes me feel inferiornI always strain for lessonnFor fear that life means nothingnnTied up, in thoughtsnOf what to donWith the body whennThe engine rots