My heart beats in slow songs nnpumping moments through my nnveins waking nnup in empty beds walk through nnmonths of bad mistakes nngive me back the nnlife I had I really had nothing noth-nnings better than a city full of nnlies that push through me I'm a nnburning building you're a loveless nnfriend now I watch the clock now I nnwalk on knives I got problems I'm nna fucked up kid I find problemsnni'm alone again