I'm too tired of this lifenAll I need is my big sleepnYou are so far awaynYou love someone elsennAnother day passed me bynAnother day filled with painnYou are not herenYou're with someone elsennI love you to deathnYou love someone elsenSo I just wanna diennCreate hatenI hate myself for loving younnWe have touched for the last timenYou are long gone, in love with someone elsenI now fear nothing but life itselfnAnd I have learned that living is just a slow way to dienI do not believe in life or in love anymore.nThe joy I feel are the joys of emptinessnI hate myself for loving younThe fear I feel night after night has developed into a diseasenNo-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.nTo escape life itself now seems the only solutionnWith relief i look foward of letting go of the painnFinally... there is peace in my soulnTo lie dead without a concern , without a tear,nYou own my heartnAnd life without you is so imensly painfulnJust to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream downnmy facenI cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,nyour wonderful body and your good heart:nYou are everything , I am nothingnI want to dienBut really... I am already deadnnI will not live