i truly never thought i'd be this down againnnthere's something so wrong about not being born with wingsnnmy head throbs with every breath that i inhalenni just want someone to tell me i haven't failednnand no one knows just what it feels like to have your own bloodnnhate you, in ways that no one could even imaginennand if there was something to kill all this awaynni'd take it all the time so that i wouldn't feel this waynnand if my ego hurts just one more time i swear i'll cut it out,nni swear i'll shear away all my imperfections nnand if this sorrow slips into my headnnthen what's left to do but cry away, everything that'snnkept me from death's arms.