I don't feel. I think I like this. I'm sure I could live this way.nIt's like I'm not real.nIt's like I don't exist and I prefer it that way.nnIn more or less a year, no one has made a difference here.nI am here on a horror day.nI am here where you left me.nnI don't speak 'cause I don't like to. I don't even know my voice.nAnd I only breathe because I have to, certainly, not by choice.nnAll of it slamming down.nNo one can make a difference now.nI am here on a horror day.nI am here where you left me.