the long days piled into weeks before you'd speak, as the stone crawled to meet the shoreline.nnand it began to rain at once!nni tried (i tried, i tried, i tried) to keep the awful things at bay from you.nnbut it was on the air and useless, nni might as well have tried to prove the words i fought to purchase would comfort you.nnlike, there was nothing more that we could do.nnor that i still loved you (when nothing could be further from the truth).nnwill your hand fall out of mine?nnyour shame lives on its own, trying to reach the depths down where it belongs.nnwill it find rest in your bones?nnaching and pulling muscles to act out against you!nnso stay your pity now.nnif it reaches the heart, we all pull out.nnand let the beat slow down.nn(there's nothing that we can do for you now)nnare you sorry or are you just scared?nnthere will be no false comfort here.nnoh, i ought to tell you the truth! i did not to come to plea for you.nnwhere was your heart when your words led the truth anywhere else from you?nnyou're not sorry, you are just scared,nni have not come to calm your fearsnni am sorry i hid what you are.nnbut everyone else but me already knew! already knew!nnand would not come to plea for you.nnwhere was your heart when they never appeared?nnanyone else would care.nnbut you would not shouldered the weight you should bear.nni will not shed a single tear.