Here I am againnDrowning in the sheets of my sweat stained bednI throw the covers over my headnBut when the light breaks through my body builds up the dreadnAnd two hours later, I work staring a hole in the wallnI can see, I can smell,nYou may think that I’m wellnBut something isn’t right at allnn‘Cause I can taste the bitter acid washing up my throatnAnd I can feel the brittle marrow cracking in my bonesnAnd this headache means I’ve probably got a tumor in my headnAnd this mark on my back is practically blood rednIt could be cancer of the spine but my doctor says I’m finenSay what you want, I can’t help the feeling that I’m dyingn nI’ve got the sanity of Rosemary Kennedy before lobotomynAnd I’m the greatest threat to my own healthnBut how can you blame menI wonder why I don’t see more people going crazy reading about the news every daynGetting sick of feeling limp and uselessnOh tell me what the use isnThe tortured soul I can saven‘Cause if you leave me alone with my mindnYou’re gonna dig my gravennListen up my only friendnIf the sun should burn out and the world just endsnWell we’d be dead, we wouldn’t be scarednYou can’t have fear if you don’t have time to reflectnAnd the minutes you waste taking up space instead of really being alivenWould be better put to use trying to make a friend or twon‘Cause they will give you the courage to get through lifennAnd it won’t be too long now before you’re gonenAnd someone takes your place to carry the world on their armsnWell that doesn’t sound nice, I should take my own advicenAnd leave all my fear and hate behindnBut paranoia rules my brain while the shrink says I’m sanenWell go ahead and diagnose whatever you wantnBut you’re lyingnnI’ve got the sanity of Rosemary Kennedy before lobotomynAnd I’m the greatest threat to my own healthnBut how can you blame menI wonder why I don’t see more people going crazy reading about the news every daynGetting sick of feeling limp and uselessnOh tell me what the use isnThe tortured soul I can saven‘Cause if you leave me alone with my mindnYou’re gonna dig my grave