Here we are in this world.n I don't know how we got here, but somehow we learned how to live here. nNow our brains are too big for our heads. They're expanding. nYou can order your life through meticulous planning, nbut it's a crapshoot nwhen things unexpectedly start to move faster. nAnd you try to avert a disaster. nBut you can't always get what you're after. nI know you know this. nnWe all want to feel content, nbut we need more than a place to shit and to lay a bed. nIf sometimes living doesn't terrify you, if love doesn't pulverize you, then where are you at? nWhere's the power in that? nThough it's been nothing but complicated nsince the first time that two people dated, nand your heart makes you deathly afraid, nit's all you've got. nnIs it impossible, friend? nIs it only a dream to find truth in the visions you see? nOr to believe the love that I'm waiting for is somewhere waiting for me? nWell maybe the way to get what you want nis to stop waiting for it to show up. nHave faith in the wind and the rain it will come (but only if you let it come). nnYeah, everyone feels alone. nMaybe more, maybe less, maybe this year or next or when they grow old. nBut what a bogus affliction!n It's the human condition. We all want affection nand the sound of another heartbeat. nnMaybe when this ends and the stars all call down for men it'll finally make sense, or just as likely still be mystery.n I don't know where you are my friend, nI don't know if I'll ever know. nBut maybe you'll be there when it's time to go.