Janet said she wants to stay at home/n“I don’t want to die in a hospital alone, leave me with my cats, the roaches and the rats, I’d rather be here than treated like that”/nand the state can’t say death or don’t the best way to die is when you want/nhope sets in for a form of relief/npain outweighs your religious beliefs and you know, this is not a sin/nI just want this hurt to end/nplease, let my exit begin/nonly money’s going to find you dignity/nwhen you’ve reached that point of declivity/nthis may sound cowardly and vain but I wanna go before the pain/nI’m not sure how this boy will end but I’m hoping it’s in the arms of a friend and if luck is on my side/nI’ll roll over with my eyes/nI’ll be in you when I say goodbye/nso put the needle in my veins/nwhen you see me smile and strain/nif I can get it raised in my final days/nthen I’ll proclaim, “I’m going this way, covered in sweat (lay me to rest) a kiss before death, I exit this mess”