How did I get here?nAnd why the hell did it take this long?nI've buried a best friendninside my trash can you left outdoors....nnAnd you dropped me in the mailbox, my face paint still left on.nAnd you accused I never loved younI could say nothing to change your mind.nnCharlie, Charlie, Charlie. My smile has become empty/ (lazy)nHeard you've been looking for me.nCome on kid you know where I would go....nSee lately, lately, lastlynI would love for you to ask me, where the line betweennmy pen and mind's at war. I tell MOST the truth you know.nnMy voice is a hatchet. It's forgotten how to whisper soft.nMy mind is a bucket, and it captures the rainnsinking through the ceiling, landing on the rooftops.nnYou told me you were filled up with love... I said, You've lost it.nYou've said a mess of errors, you know not what it costs yet.nbut I know, i know i knownnThey say I've lost it all. I watched them burn all the pictures of good pain on the beaches.nand oh, if this is rock bottom....! Then I say, God damn! The view from here is breath taking....n