How could I know at only 16 or sonThat my heart could feel so much sorrownChanneling my tears like rain from nowherenFeeling the pain that's always out therenReminding me that life can be so unfairnnIt should have been betternIt could have been better, I knownIt would have been better,nBut by the time I looked around nmy fate was caught and I was tumbeling downnAnd it will take some time to turn things aroundnBut I will pay my due and hopefully move onnnShould I have done things differentlynOr am I right where I'm supposed to benKnowing that my smile is so temporarynHarder than death is a mind full of regretsnI know cause I've sown too many of my ownnnIt should have been betternIt could have been better, I knownIt would have been better,nBut by the time I looked around nmy fate was caught and I was tumbeling downnAnd it will take some time to turn things aroundnBut I will pay my due and finally move on