when i think about you with another guyni cant help but to cryni dont want to liveni just want to dienso i had another nightmare againni wake up, the nigtmare never endsnndepression sets in so i pierce the skinnwatch the blood drip from my viensnso i transport the pain of emotional stressni feel stupid ignorance is blissnnhow is it that you can move onnbut i seem to keep holding onnmy heart wont let it gonall these feelings you have to knownthese scars i wear inside and outnwhy must we have all this doubtnnim not sure how much longer