I caution myself but I can't pretend nTo understand or correlate nThe warning signs are there in stride nBut I am just not over it nIt's all the people I know nThat try to talk me down nFrom my place of observation nBut I'm perched up high nQuite over you nAlive in deviation nnBack for more betrayal nSeems I just can't get enough nBut it's not like I can't dignify nSubmission when it suits me nnBetter myself, than all of you nI like to split wide open nTake care of myself nWell why can't you nClean me up for saturdays nAlthough it's closing time nMy sight's renew nAt the thought of a vacation nBut as I'm left behind nI'm overjoyed to dig in even deeper nnOh, why can't I keep up with you?