Staring at the ceiling 'til my eyes cross and fall out of focusnIn a blur I stir up thoughts of phone cordsnHow did we let them choke us?nIt's all a game but I don't play games anymorenEver get the feeling like you're losing control?nI forget the last I called you and you were homenBut that's okay I'll just catch up with you another timennYou're the last thing left that really felt like home to menSo I wave goodbye to my home for the last timennWhat are you holding on to?nYou seem indifferent, so removed you're distantnAnd I'm not trying to hold you backnI'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with menBut honestly you'd tell menYou'd tell me outrightnTell me outrightnHonestly you'd tell me if you wanted out, right?n'Cause it seems that way to mennI'm at the front lines of heart versus mindnAnd I'm at war with what's best left behindnLeft BehindnnYou're the last thing left that really felt like home to menSo I wave goodbye to my home for the last timennWhat are you holding on to?nYou seem indifferent, so removed you're distantnAnd I'm not trying to hold you backnI'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with menBut honestly you'd tell menYou'd tell me outrightnTell me outrightnHonestly you'd tell me if you wanted out, right?n'Cause it seems that way to mennSo what are you holding on to?nWhat are you holding on to?nOh, oh, oh, ohnStanding at the front linesnSo what are you holding on to?nWhat are you holding on to?nI'm on the front linesnOh, oh, oh, ohnnWhat are you holding on to?nYou seem indifferent, so removed you're distantnAnd I'm not trying to hold you backnI'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with menBut honestly you'd tell menYou'd tell me outrightnTell me outrightnYeah honestly, heart, tell menIs she really worth it?n'Cause it seems that way to mennSo what are you holding on to?nIt seems that way to menSo what are you holding on to?