i've forfeited my right nto ever sleeping easy nagain at night ngiven up on being alone ncause my conscience is the loudest company nwhen no one's home nand i still can't believe how quick it happened nfrom momentary lapse to chain reaction nafter all these years ni can't out run your tears nni'll turn 98 nstill saying sorry everyday ni need you to know that you're all that i wanted nand that i'm still haunted nni've been losing track of time nlost in thoughts of a life nthat that would not be mine nhow many bottles will it take nto wash down the toughest pill nthat i'll have to take nni wonder how far we could have seen it ncan one foolish man leave fate defeated nafter all these years ni can't out run your tears nni'll turn 98 nstill saying sorry everyday ni need you to know that you're all that i wanted nand that i'm still haunted nn