So now I'm all alone and I don't trust myself.nPlease, pick up the phone.nI might do something crazy,nI might catch myself off guard.nI've just been sitting in this room minding my own business.nBut, my mind gets to thinking and I don't trust it,nNo, I don't like it.nnSo now I fucked myself and I'm beyond help.nI'm off to hell.nI know I deserve this,nI know I sealed my own fate.nI'm tired of pretending I'm perfect because I'm only perfect at fucking up.nBut, I swear I'll hang myself from this tree and you can rest assured that this is killing me.