Outside I can hear 'em bussin', bussin'And the police they rushin'Go to my head like concussionI'd rather not have this discussionMy mind racing for the elevation of the toxic in my bloodWhere my mind, don't know nowBut I know where it wasI need Nikki, where is NikkiBaby girl please come and get meNow I'm old and shit is trippy, but I know that god is with meThis that baby mama dramaGive a fuck about a man I know ImmaBe there for my son, talking with my sister it begunEnd of the month, that's the worst of the monthBut the first of the month put the weed in the bluntThat welfare check, check, won't ever bounce like my daddy didBut I'm glad he did cause it made me strongMade me help somebody with this songPaint the picture of my lifeGrowing up what it was likeSection 8, grab a plateFood for thought, gravitateFood stamps, social services tryna take me awayMy mama locked up, I pray to god that I see her todayMaybe not, maybe so, West Deer Park that's all I knowJust me and my homies, people that know meOnly ones that knowAround my way, living day by dayCorn rows and hang time, automatics and gang signsFive-O with them K-9'sManhunt when it's game timeThey was robbing the ice cream man in broad dayNow I'm running from the police, don't know how but I got awaySelling weed to my homies, and a girl in the building that know meAt 15, such a fiend, for the shit, that I seenAll my homies smoking green, fucking bitches, sipping leanIt was king, it was cool, seemed like something I should doSuch a youngin, such a foolNow I'm breaking into schoolCause my homie told me toWhat to do, what would youWhen will I lose my anonymity and become one with the enemy?Tell me would I be the enemy, feel like nobody in front of meI can feel the vibeBobby what are you thinking?What are you dreaming about?Bobby, what's inside?What are you thinking right now?What are you thinking?Go to sleepI guess that I was just thinking things would be different nowCause when I wake up my dreams fadeEverything cascadeIn this vanilla sky, I feel like David AamesWhy must I open my eyesI wish that I could stay asleep foreverAttain every goal I wanted and watch it repeat foreverWill it happen, maybe neverMaybe so, I got to knowBut tell me whyI picture myself at the top but I know that I'm dreamingWill I wake up before I finally confront all my demonsMaybe notAll I know is this life I live I can't live it no longerWish I was stronger, wish that I could surviveTurn on the TV let it wash my brainPretend that family's my family to avoid the painHello children, how was school?It was good, how bout you?I love you (I love you son)I love mama tooAre you ready for dinner? I'm able to set the tableTill I snap out the fable when that TV turn off and I realize I'm back in hell
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