tonight i opened that notebooknthat i wrote in one year agonnemotion spilled from the pagesnall the feelings i used to knownnand since then things have changednnif i could i wouldn't take it back... no wayni'm still glad to be breathing here todaynnand i'm not scared of being alone anymorenand i'm not concerned with the possibilitynof another girl walking out that doornnall i have is nownand now is all i havenand i'm gladnnand if i could go backnand find out what it all meantni'd simply reply no thanks, I'm contentnnand if the problems of the pastncould be remediednand patched up fastnno thanks.nnall i have is nownand now is all i havenand i'm gladnnwhen i think about yesterdayntomorrow can't be so bad