Luck. Luck. Well, we have been very lucky. I mean, my family and Stephan and everybody. You have your disasters but the point is that we have survived. Everybody has disasters and yet some people disappear and are never seen again.nnI knew before we even got there that there would be trouble,nThe car was cold and when we got outside, it got even colder,nAnd just before you pushed the door I thought for sure I saw my double,nA man just like me: scared and empty, and exactly five minutes oldernnAnd oh Madeline I knew you when you were ???, sweetly free,nAnd at your trial I stood in back, did you see me? Did you see me?nnI'll be honest, it wasn't the last time,nIt wasn't the first time,nI was the only one to get awaynnAnd I'll be honest, it's not the same armageddon without you,nAnd whenever I pull the trigger and walk away, it's dedicated to you