i am 15. you are 32. nni've been scheming, fighting hard for you. nni'm a playwright and you're a fashion queen. nnbut you are cold now, just like a machine. nnand i don't ever wanna change, change the way i feel. nnthe stars look down on where she laid and make me feel ashamed. nnyou drink too much. i do too many drugs. nnthey say sleep safe, but you can't get enough. nntake me, make me anything you choose. nnlove me and touch me. kiss away the blues. nnone more pill and i'll be free, free to ride away. nnfloat down to the undertow and fade to black and grey.