When I say fuck the rap game, I mean I used to want acceptance
Fuck that feeling I left it,
I remember being 11 and always feeling rejected
So getting played to the left should have been what I had expected
But shit, if I passed away tonight, the city raised me right
And anyone that knew me will say that I've changed they life
20 years I guess I put up an amazing fight
But I'm changing my heart is cold and my veins is
Man I lost a few homies, but it's all good
I'm still the motherfucking man around my neck of the woods
Niggas is busters, shooters saying niggas to touch you
You getting money, I can't give now, with you then fuck you
And this for every kid who ever went through shit like me
Never got picked like me, that didn't fit in cause of the outfit like me
Give em 2 birds and tell em eat dick
I turn around look at me now can you believe this shit
All I ever wanted was this
Sometimes I wake up saying fuck this
But I done gave my life to rap
So at this point it's like it's something that I'm stuck with
But I love it, so wassup bitch, you could suck dick
I'm tired of being friendly
I don't trust nobody hoe, you with me or against me
Should have never been afraid, hind sight is always clearer
That's why I gotta take a look in the mirror, and say it myself
[Hook]
I'm sorry if I let you down,
Just know what goes around, often comes back around
I forgive you for what you did
Now nigga got that, get it how you live
I just hope that you can forgive yourself
I just hope that you can forgive yourself
I just hope that you can forgive yourself
You answer to you and nobody else
Only reason was cool I never record that track again
Cause I gave up that kind of power just so you can back me in
She still ain't happy now, she wasn't happy then
That type of insecurity some shit you gotta fact the end
When you try to figure out why someone you show love
Keeps going crazy
Or how I used to give a fuck about old hoes who played me
Not anymore, I'm on my motherfucking grind
I got no space to think of y'all with all this money on my mind
Either way these uptown girls is all saying ven aqui
Cause I'm that nigga out in nyc
Anywhere you go from here is more than likely less than me
I'm everything these other guys pretend to be
It's game time, and at the same time I knew jones way better, savage
Dress way better, styling, asses way fatter
So I ain't mad at you not for one second
How could you know you were letting go of a legend
[Hook]
I'm sorry if I let you down,
Maybe we can catch up when I come back around
I forgive you for what you did
We'll look back and say that we were only kids
I just don't know if you can forgive yourself
I just don't know if you can forgive yourself
I just don't know if you can forgive yourself
Cause you know your truth and nobody else
I gave you all modesty on my first joint
Niggas lamed out
I show you what change bout
I could never sustain doubt
Cause I'm clear in the game out
Even if we get rained out
You ain't putting these flames out nigga
I'm the fucking greatest, come be in touch with greatness
Too much flavor for a dick sucking publication
I gave birth to these niggas, now I'm murking these niggas
And I ain't never wore a leather t shirt with a zipper
These faggots are sleeping on me
But that's ok, cause I got a couple of models and tv actresses sleeping on me
Mark Jacobs necklace, I'm a verbal chemist
Each lines are murder sentences, every single word's relentless
Whoa, I ain't nothing like you seen before
Ro ransom's the future, grab your wg board
Every time I spit that shit they say they need some more
Icon or a mortal, call me either or.