in a moment, i figured out nwhy i'm alivenlike the tired boxer who rests his headnon the chest of his opponent.nlike a tired lover.ngrateful for a moment of peace.nndear, i know it was out of my handsni got lost in the crowdnand always somehow it's your fault (?)nnsome believe in nothingnsome believe everythingni believe that answers are nnever underneath of what we thoughtnwas coverednit's always in front of usnalways in front of usnndear, i know it was out of my handsni got lost in the crowdnand always somehowndear, i know it was out of my handsndon't believe what i said, ndon't believe what i didnit's my faultnnwhenever i go to sleepni have a dream about itnyou're always (?)nsayin all the right things, but you never hear me.. you can't hear me.nnit was out of my hands. nand always somehow...nndear i know it was out of my handsni got lost in the crowdnand always somehow...ndear i know it was out of my handsndon't believe what i saidndon't believe what i didnit's my faultnndon't believe what i did, it's my faultnnnnnn