I will just keep waitingnYou will just keep waitingn(Change for the worst.)nObsession. Obsessive. Obsessed. Abscessed.nRip out my fucking eyes. I can't watch you grow into this. Their eyes left wide...nnight goggles instead of sleepn(Change for the best)nLife life... you have all helped me break from this...nThe few times relaxation steps in bringing me a peaceful placenIt's a must these days, for the colors are fadingnEnclosed in a space of soothing sounds. Waking in my own movie...nThe fly by with no remembrance. Constant rushing...nThe waves have pushed me to where I need to benSunlight drenched on my skin...nOnly the sounds of what my mind wants to hear. Block out the rush hour...nBlock out the tired herds...nOn the shaded side it's starting to affect the process of your reading eyenAn aggressive need for a hostile voice is creeping away...nThis block happens every year...nAnd like I said before the color keeps fadingnI couldn't trade this for anything in the world...nAnd all of you are the reason. It's been a while since we'venWritten each other and hopefully this will comfort younCause like most of my kind, I won't take it all for granted.nnI will just keep waiting... You will just keep waiting.