This is what I’ve becomenA shadow of the man I used to benA figure standing silentlynnI fell into the darkness, it swallowed menThis hell, I can’t escape fromnnI’m afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand fornI’m afraid of losing, it’s all too much for me right nownnWith fingers like a gunnI cast the blame on everyone but menThe ghost of my integritynIt’s always haunting menIt won’t stop haunting mennI fell into the darkness, it swallowed menThis hell, I can’t escape fromnnI’m afraid of losing, control of myself and what I stand fornI’m afraid of losing, it’s all too much for me right now