It takes a lot of money to look this cheap nIt takes a lot of time to lose this much sleepnIt takes a lot of help to get to this point in your lifenWhere you smile and say, Oh wellnnThe bigger they come, the harder they fallnFeeling so fine, coming so smallnIt's me and my head, it's us against themnIn this life where things are destined to endnnAnd now that your home for the holidays nWill you finally settle down?nThings will well up, then explodenIf you don't let them outnnIt takes a lot of hurt to feel so goodnWhen you're finally therenYou see all you should have felt all alongnAnd you'll finally see what you're doing wrongnLife can go on without menMake your plans accordinglynPlan to be greatnPlan to succeednPlan to live your life full and be happynnnThe bigger they come, the harder they fallnFeeling so fine, coming so smallnIt's me and my head, it's us against themnIn this life where things are destined to endnnAnd now that your home for the holidays nWill you finally settle down?nAnd everything comes down for a reasonnThere's reason, it's all coming down nownSoon you'll see you know as much as anyone...nAnyone aroundnSoon you'll see you don't know your big swollen heart nFrom a hole in the groundnBut look what you foundnYour smile's a seednPlanting love in everyone you seenBut don't turn aroundnNo, don't turn aroundnCause you're not lostnUnless you want to be foundnnAnd this is how I had to dienWith a gun in one handnAnd the other a fist full of skynYes, this is my plannThat prevents me from wasting my lifenWith one fatal blow gravity goes goodbyenI have finally found the meaning of lifenIt's been screaming so loud nI swore it was a signnThe sign's been so clear nI thought I lost my mindnI quit while I was ahead nAnd just miserably behindnCause the nightmare of life nStarted to feel just rightnAnd the ocean of pain nThat swims in my brainnMade me know it was time