Now, Some of you should understand - The PsychonThis Trifled, A mad man with a knife and a riflenI tried so hard just to let you gonBut everytime i think of you I just lose controlnI've got a bloody nose from the line i just didnI'm calling up your phone to see how you livenWithout me in your lifenWithout me in your bednWithout me by your sidenWithout me in your headnBut theres never an awnser I don't think she loves me anymorenI think she's fucking someone elsenAnd I'm losing controlnThe phone rings again and againnWhere you at you fucking bitch on the voicemailnIts all i saidnThen i smash my phone because I'm all alonenWhile your out there getting Bonednand i'm calling on the phonenFuck that bitchnGive me my respectnOr death is your alternativenWithout you there ain't nothing leftnnYou will feel my painnYou will feel my touchnI will watch you dienBecause i love you so muchnNow you will be minenI will watch you dienYou will feel my touchnBecause i love you so muchnnNow i'm going in my car down I - 25nI got the coke in the bullet and the jim beam by my sidenI'm drunk, swerving into mother fucking trafficnMy girl is disrespecting menI'm not gonna have this!nUp the exit I go as my adrenaline flowsnMy nose is still and bleedingnAnd i'm feeling cut-throatnAs i approach there's a car in the drivewaynWho the fuck is that?nAnd why are they in my fucking parking space?nI creep up and I look in the windownI'm seeing nothing but I think i'm hearing downlownI can't go now my home is in dangernAnd even though youve been gone for a whilenYou ain't leaving for a strangernI love you and only love menWe're gonna settle down someday and we're gonna have a familynIt's sad to see that I couldn't make you understandnBut if i can't have you then no one cannnYou will feel my painnYou will feel my touchnI will watch you dienBecause i love you so muchnNow you will be minenI will watch you dienYou will feel my touchnBecause i love you so muchnnI knocked on the door with no prevailnBut when she finally opened upnThe bitch scratched me with her fingernailsnWho the fuck is that in my driveway!?nI told you when we got together it was to be my waynAnd now you wanna disrespect me like this!?nI hit her in the face about three times with a closed fistnNow she's panicing and screaming calling for her lovernWhen he came into the roomnI was standing right above hernWith her hair in my fistnMakeup running down her facenWhat the fuck you thinking taking my place?nI think not mother fuckernSo i dropped the bitchnI felt her try and grab at feet with her bloody fingertipsnSo i kicked her in the face knocked her bitch ass awaynNow i'm standing face to face and my heart is in hastenI hope you know your dying tonightnYou inavded my homenAnd now i'm taking your lifennYou will feel my painnYou will feel my touchnI will watch you dienBecause i love you so muchnNow you will be minenI will watch you dienYou will feel my touchnBecause i love you so muchnnI grabbed him by the throat and he punched me in the nosenI'm think he broke the mother fucker cause there's blood running down my throatnYou done fucked up is all i saidnAnd i proceeded to beat him until the carpet turned blood rednCome here bitch, you ain't off the hooknYou're gonna watch your lover dienAnd close the final chapter in the booknOf our relationship and life togethernI tried to make it go awaynI tried to make everything get betternBut that was never good enoughnAlways busy right?nAll i ever tried to do was give you better lifenAnd as i choke you I know you can seenHow much i love you girl your the one for menfade away sweet babynI'll see you on the othersidenCause when you let gonI'm gonna take my own lifenAnd as her eyes roll back in her headnI pull the gun out cock the hammer put it to my headnAnd i said:nnNow i take my pain with this final touchnI will die tonightnBecause i love you so muchnNow you will be minenI said you would in timenNow i feel the guns touchnBecause i love you so muchnnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so muchnBecause i love you so much