what a daynfelt so strangencouldn't sleepncouldn't breathnfelt as ifni was sicknbreathlessnspeechlessnfear is in my heartnthey tell me its my mindni do not want to leave the worldni never wanna dienfear is in my-nthey tell me its my-ni do not want to-ni never wanna-nbut death will come to menit comes to everybodynfelt so surenwaiting fornambulancesnhospitalsni could notneven crynfearing that ini would dienfear is in my heartnthey tell me its my mindni do not want to leave the worldni never wanna dienfear is in my-nthey tell me its my-ni do not want to-ni never wanna-ni am whitenim transparentnmy soul leaves meni die