Maybe I don’t want to stay this way forever.nThe time must come in every lifenTo accept that things weren’t right to start with.nMaybe I don’t want to stay awake forever.nIf we can’t carry on or come undone,nThen there is nothing left to do but die alone.nnEvery day I stay alive I’m losing something else.nThe things we all refuse to find,nAre enough to set my weightless truths aside.nEvery day I stay afraid I’m falling faster.nIf we can’t come to terms with who we are and where we go,nThen time will never spare our souls.nnSo as you search for hope in light, may the night fall where you are.nSo as you search for hope in dark, may you be misled by the sun.nI will give up before you show me what it means to be saved.nnWhat if I don’t see this through in time to reach you,nWill my loss mean anything? nOr have I stayed too long to make clear my reasoning?nWhat if I can never place my faith in heaven?nWell what did you expect to find?nWhen you live your life in search of light,nYou’ll never make sense on your own.nnSo as you believe in light, may the night fall where you are.nSo as you believe in dark, may you be misled by the sun.nI will give up before you show me what it means to be saved.nI will be gone before you find the will to keep me awake.nI will let go before you realize you are trying too late.nnI’ll see this through in time to keep our empty lives in their place.nI have lost everything I am. I will stay steady with my plan.nIf I don’t catch up with you in time:nGoodbye.