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Ever So Clear
Bushwick Bill

See most of my life I never had shitnI felt like an outcast, treated like a misfit ndamn near didn't make it on my day of birthnthinkin was I really supposed to be on this planet earth?nI take a deep breath and then another follows ncause hard shit is kind of hard to swallownsee it's rough bein a lonernnot knowing any given day & time I can wind up a gonnernsee people got it bad from jump streetnan' being short is just another strike against menI used to get funny looks cause I was smalln& tryin ta make it was like runnin into a brick wallngiven the odds, I was up against brokenthe average nigga would have quit a long time agonbut now I got a record outnI'm doin' shows, people pay to see me turn it outnnow I'm the spice around townnit's funny how an album can change a nigga's life aroundnI got friends and bitches on my dicknbut when they look at Richard, all they see is Bushwicknsometimes I don't know a friend from a foenand every different day is a different fuckin hoenand now that my pockets is gettin bigganI'm meetin hoe who only wanna juice a nigganthey tell me that they love me and all thatnbut really they just waitin for me to fall flatnso they could get me for my incomentake me for all I got and then somenlike Trina, ya dignI fucked up and got too attached to the bitches kidnknowing that, she used the baby to use mentook him out my life mentally abusing menbut as time wenty by I got another slimmyn& she was just like the first one screamin gimmenbut not in the exact same waynshe had a different type of game she liked to playnher name was Crystal, she played the quiet typenand for a little while shit seemed alrightnbut just like the first hoe homeynwhen shit got hectic the bitch broke out on menAnd it's gettin outta hand Gncause nobody seems to understand menreminiscing got me feeling kind of lownI broke out the Everclear and then I drunk some morenuntil it was all gonennow I'm looking for somebody to take my pain out onnbut not just anybody GnI'm a take it on Tamika cause she's the closest to menfull on that Everclear and high on that buddhanget to da house all I'm thinkin 'bout is shootin hern'cause shootin her would be sweetnbutcha know what'd be sweeter? If I maker her shoot mencall me crazy but that's what I'm thinkinnI'm trippin from all that smokin weed & drinkingnbut I knew she wouldn't do it on her ownnso I provoked her, punched her, kicked her & choked hernshe still wouldn't grab the gun and at that timenI wasn't thinking about no onendamn near crazy I went & grabbed the babynheld him by the door & said I'm a throw his ass out hoenShe went to cryin Somebody stop himnI said You better grab the muthaf'n gun or I'm a drop himnshe snatched the baby out of my handsnwe started fighting, punching, scratching & bitingnwell we fell on the bed, check this shitnall kinds of crazy shit was goin through my headnso I ran & got the gun & came back to hernloaded it up and handed the gat to hernI grabbed her hand and placed the gun to my eye musclenshe screamed stop and then we broke into another tusslenYo, during the fight the gun went off quick *bam*noh shit, I'm hit..............nnriding in the ambulance everything is hecticnI can't get a grip, I just can't check thisneverybody's cryingncould it be I'm dying? nbullet in the head in the bed I was lyinnwhere's Mika I wanna tell her I love hernwith an I.V. in my arm nI took a picture for an album covernGoddamn the shit's a trip Gn5 different doctors with needles tryin ta stick menI hear my family hollarin' He needs usnduring the confusion man I seen Jesusnmy mom's on the phone long distance from New Yorknhere come the doctors again trying to rip me apartnI got a monkey on my back I can't shake thisnI'm havin suicidal thoughts hopin that I don't make itnbut I'm a make it cause something's steady urgin men5 hours passed, I made it through surgerynand the doctors said I wouldn't make it through the nightnbut God told me everything is gonna be alrightnand I'm glad that I'm here Gnbut it's FUCKED UP I had to lose an eyento see shit clearly...nnaw man, I made it, I made itnand everyone gets to hear my story, I made itnbut don't try this at your homenlearn from my mistakesnkick the beat in Bido.....


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