That night we were able feel each other, turned freezing coldDeeply slumbering, to the depths of releaseThe feeling, is a strange sensation far removed from meDays that seemed so beautiful, in the poison flower gardenFrom that day I felt such extreme aggravation onward,I've been looking for someone else. That night it all fell apart will never be againEverytime I meet you, I've lied. Because now I'm so far removed from there. The fact that I can't love you anymoreWeighs heavilly on me, tortures and saddens meThe night was too long, it pains meThe accident which happened to you, causes me concernUnable to say any words of comfort, I cooled to youI was there. If you don't care that it's not for real, I'll hold youFor you, I looked as much as you wantedWhile getting fucked by someone else... So that I can be even just a little closer to you, Even if its not real, I stifled my heart for nowThat first and final night has passedYou pretended not to know until the very end
Lyrics by Dir En Grey
"Yokusou ni Dreambox"... (English) [S] (English) 304 Goushitsu, Shita to Yoru A Deeper Vileness (English) Agitated Screams of Maggots (Unplugged) Akatsuki (ENGLISH) Akatsuki (Romaji) Amber (English) Amon (English) Amon (Romaji with kana and kanji) Aoi Tsuki (English) Asunaki Koufuku, Koenaki Asu (English) Audience Killer Loop (English) Azomboid Bottom of the Death Valley (English) Bugaboo Bugaboo (English) Byo [] Shin Byo [] Shin (MISSA version) Chi Wo Hau Midori Ni Miseraretara Hukaku Ima Jiyuu Children (Six Ugly Version) Conceived Sorrow (English) Decayed Crow (ENGLISH) Decayed Crow (Romaji) Diabolos Diabolos (English) Different Sense (English) Different Sense (Romaji) Disabled Complexes (English) Doukoku to Sarinu Doukoku to Sarinu (English) Dozing Green (Before Construction version) Dozing Green (Before Construction version) (Englis... Dozing Green (English) Dozing Green (Uroboros version) Drain Away (English) Embryo (Uteute Boogie-Woogie Aiga Elegy) Fukai (Code of Vulgar[ism] version) (english) Fukai (English) Fukai (English) Fukai (Tour of Vulgarism version) Gaika, Chinmoku ga Nemuru Koro Gaika, Chinmoku ga Nemuru Koro (English) Glass Skin (Uroboros version) Grief (English) Hades (English) Hades (English) Hageshisa to, kono mune no naka de kara (English) Hageshisa to, kono mune no naka de karamitstuita s Hydra (666) Hydra (666) (English) Illusions of Warsaw (The Stalin cover) Illusions of Warsaw (The Stalin cover) (English) Inconvenient Ideal Inconvenient Ideal (English) Jintai Mokei 12 Inch Nationale Terebi Juuyoku (English) Juuyoku (Romaji) Karasu (English) Kiri to Mayu (English) Lotus Lotus (English) Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai Ni Hohoemi (Booklet) Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai Ni Hohoemi (English) New Age Culture (English) Obscure (Remake) Obscure Remake (English) Rain Red ... [EM] (English) Red Soil (English) Reiketsu Nariseba Repetition of Hatred (English) Riyuu/Wake (English) Rotting Root (English) Ruten no Tou (English) Ruten no Tou (Romaji) Ryoujoku no Ame (English) Sa Bir Sajou No Uta (English) Sangeki no Yoru Shitataru Mourou Shitataru no Mourou (English) Shokubeni (English) Stuck Man Stuck Man (English) Syoku Kurenai The Blossoming Beelzebub The Blossoming Beelzebub (English) The Fatal Believer (English) The IIId Empire The IIId Empire (English) Toguro (English) Toriko (English) Tsumi To Batsu (English) Tsumi to Kisei (ENGLISH) Ugly (English) Undecided (Remake) (English) Vanitas Vanitas (English) Vinushka (English) Ware, Yami Tote Ware, Yami Tote (English) Yokusou ni DREAMB Yokusou ni Dreambox (Romaji) Zan -remake-