A presence you might not know,nentertainment you might not feel,nan attachment you might not see,nand a death you might not mourn.nThe hardest part is to give up something that's part of fun and love of old,nbut it's best to separate these things from the feelings they seemed to bring.nAnd what I really care about it just can't be the same,nand still I will resent the loss of things I can't enjoy again.nNo I won't, I will never break down.