im sitting down inside the showernas beads of water climb my veinsnthe tile floor is cold beneath me nthe steam is fogging mirror panes nnim making mental notes of halls ive walked nand pills ive yet to takenive recovered slow and hope that nill be seeing you todaynnnwhite lights flash below and flickernthe city wakes as i still sleepnin an electric bed my arm is fed ni feel the glowing tv screen nnthe clever clock above will sing outnat every hours chance it hasnim feeling lonely less cause youve been herenthe time will surely passnnive been kept inside for too long now nim begging you to break me outntheyve medicated me for days nim living in a foreign placenive been wasting awaynbut i figured out that healing starts nwhen i can see your facennnow im looking out my window. the cars are moving so slow. nthe grass absorbs some rays of sun below.nna sharpened needle breaks my skin and im waiting for the medicinento take me to a world devoid of lonelinessnnnow im sinking to the bottom nof an ocean under menthe lights are dimming from the surfacenand muffled noises surround mennive lost the sense of touch nbut love is still inside my dreamnof perfect silence and escaping lifenwe drift slowly to sleepnnyouve been here all day longni hope you see what its meant to me