This broken heartnDoesn't get betternWith I'm sorry I hurt younBut that's what you're into with menAnd no pain is reducednBy your letters of virtuenNo sign of apologynnAnd I'll get no sleep for the rest of the weekn'Cause my chest wants to beat out your namenMy chest wants to beat out your namennThe clock has not passednAnd no time has elapsednSince the first day that I felt this waynAnd no thought was givennTo how much I've hurt himnNo conscience as she walks awaynUnconscious as we walk awaynnAnd these thoughts won't erasenThe time or the place when I felt so in lovennAnd this bitter taste, it is linked to your facenAnd I'm drowning the skies up abovennWith prayer and tearsnWith failures and fearsnnNow I'll walk around with this terrible soundnOf a drum in my lungs of shamenAnd I'll hold my breath till the moment of deathnWhen I die I will burst into flamesnAnd I'll have no peace or a sign of releasenTill my chest beats out your namennNow everyone knows and our secrets are blownnBut I don't care what people saynNow you're out on your own and you're so far from homenBut forgiveness is out of your waynAnd no drug or no pillnYou will never refill the greatest of all my dividesnNo change of location or turning of pagesnCan put back the color in my eyesnnAnd I feel as if I'm alonenAnd filling your ear through the phonenAsking for prayer and tearsnLess failure and fearsnnThese feelings like orchards with apples of torturenStill I am inclined to bitenRed like your lips they are perfectly gripped by minenFull of your poison insidenThey are perfectly poisoned insidenThere is nothing but poison insidenThese words are my healing my inner most dealingsnThrough verbal and mental reprisenMy chance to scream and to clean my blood stream of younMy words without your repliesnThese are my words without your repliesnnAnd your life is a movie, each moment's a new scenenAnd I've bought every line that you've saidnBut you've stopped short of a sequel and nothing can equalnThe twist that you'll find in the end