nI drown in ashes you've enshrined.nOf blissful days long gone by.nConcealed behind my dying eyes.nThis hell of anger and weary lies.nA frame of mind, a dismal soul.nMy final womb, this flesh turned cold.nYou held me down and let me bleed.nMy love, it died, along with me.nA world of scars and caresses pale.nAnd thoughts as chaste as pristine dew.nAnd flowers placed across your face.nI trace the life I've lost with you.nThis bleakest pit that you've unveiled.nI hate to love as it is pain.nMy hands are cut but I still sail.nAn ocean of sadness in the rain.nMy flesh, my blood.nMy wound, my cry.nMy broken back, my all now dies.nMy soul, my tomb.nMy pain, my joy.nMy darkest mind, my love destroyed.