the days are getting darker, i think i'm getting oldnthe clouds are moving on, i think they've forgotten what they mean to menthe seasons decay, they are lost forever but they help me to seenwhat i've become, and what i've thrown away, and what i'll never be.nni think i'll go home, and see my family, nbecause its all i want is to have them here with me,nturn the channel cause i'm sick of watching the same catastrophe, play out in front of me.nnit's just another picture, laying on my floorncause whats another heartbreak, whats one morenall our letters are all in shreds, they're all together they're all deadni couldn't save them, no not again, cause its not even worth it, to look at themnnso tonight, I'll drink myself to sleep cause its not the first time that this has happened to me, this is my remembrance to what was never there.nnhow long can i go on