it is so hardnthat i should have knownnthat it was doomed from the startnleft a hand print on my heartni can feel your hands at my throatnnand i'm gasping, baby let me gonnow everything's in slow-monall i wanted was just to be friendsnall i want is to breathe againnnand still i'm acting like it's okaynwhen nothing is okaynnothing is okaynand why you wanna have it your waynwhen i want it my way all the timenngot myself in too deepneasier to push on then to retreatni had no judgmentni let my guard downn'cause you made me feel so safendidn't take advice i put stock in youn'cause you made me feel so safeni didn't realize how much i needed younnow it's so much more than i wanted tonndon't end the road herena thousand scattered pieces tonthe puzzle int he corner of my heartni'm never sincerenphotographs and cigarettesnempty throats for a chorus to my heart