It´s been more than two weeks that I try to get some sleepnWhen all those questions running deepnThe trouble is that I need to concentratenTime slips away - it´s getting latenI´ve been in this about a million times or morenI walked through doors that should have been ignorednI get upset watching you sleepnI take a deep breath and I start to speaknnDon´t tell me what to do cause I know nownnI´m so confused - cannot think straightnAll those decisions waiting to be madenI run in circles in my spiral soulnI need some answers - I need control