Oh I twist and I turn through life,nI blag my way through most things.nSometimes luck is on my side,nBut mostly I’m just losing.nnOh I can’t stay in at night,nI hate myself and I’m lonely.nTry to make myself alright,nBut you can see I’m not if you know me.nnA smile can hide a million feelings inside,nThe river is wide and I’m drowning.nnLet me drink and smoke,nLet me choke, nOn my emotions.nLet me laugh out loud in a crowdnDon’t let me downnTonight.n