ColorblindnReaching to the back of mindnTerrifiednShifting in and out of timenFear overcoming my sensesnWaiting is agonynPoint of intensity increasingnDreaming, forbidden anxietynScreaming....distortionnnPressure builds, suffocatenSmothered by a feeling unable to control itnMagnify amplifynSmaller than a needle's eyenPressure builds....distortionnnSickened mind, mirage or realitynGonna break, I'm gonna breaknOpen mind, door closing fast on menGonna break, well I'm gonna breaknDistortionnnBlackness so coldnUnending descending transcending my soulnDistortionnBlackness so coldnDensity crushing menWeight of the world's distortionnnCrazed stage, ill fazenWeight of the world's painnnBow down, bow down, bow down tonDistortionnnPunching through the other sidenParalyzed, kneeling, unable to control itnPetrified, nullifiednBigger than all space and timenPressure builds....distortionnnThe pressure's getting to menAnd I can't do much about it, you know?nSometimes I just sit around the housenand I say to myselfnLooking at these four wallsnAnd I say What the fuck am I alive for, huh?nWhat am I alive for?n