Speechless awake, with a smilenI'll be damned if you mess this upnGood morning to sunshine and hello todaynI'll be sure to miss you tonightnThrough the telephone my father tells me his secretsnAnd I'm sure that I've heard them beforenAnd tells me:nnListen son, I've been dying to meet younBut I've been caught up in the sunshine dreaming about you,nand how you've grown up so fastnAnd how I've missed the past,nThat's all i have to say, good day my replicannFather don't compare me to you if replicatednI'd be the asshole who'd be wearing your own shoesnAm I wearing your shoes, am I wearing themnWho'd be wearing the same shoes and you are, that's who you arennFather, there are things I have to tell younIt's that I'm 20 and past my teens wheres the child support you owe me?nLike your daughter you have not raised and still is unfamiliar with your facenPress down on cement is where we rest our casennIt's goodbyenIs this goodbye?nThis is goodbyennI'm awake now, as it ringsnand I've finally given up, and liednas a smile sent your way, so simple in denialnI'm a slave to you, because I love you enough to let you gonI keep telling myself that with less and less breathnEach proceeding time, I can't seem to say it any softernConnect more dots for someone else's safetynCause I'm plotting my own demisenI'm tired of sleepnAnd all things melt the same waynThere's no place left to hidenI'm late, damage done,nI don't know where I'll be with time