Cold metal, hard lead.nKneeling to the cock of a rifle you're fed.nMy big bluff baby, my middle finger-cross.nMy nixed. My 86'ed.nMy late great loss.nI pulled the plug on our suicide machine.nI shot the moon as the suicide king.nMy big bluff baby, my middle-finger cross.nYou were just a hack with a butcher's touch.nMy jarhead vessel that though too much.nJust a two-bit yes man.nJust a free ride and a big scam.nI've been crossed out