I'm not the boy I want to be,nand I can't stay at this party;nit's getting harder and harder to breathe.nnSo, knock my teeth out when I'm drunk,nand drag me to your neighbor's tub,nand, please, just leave me laying there face-up.nn'Cause I've always wanted to wash out with the rain.nAnd it's sad to see that things all stay the same.nIf it were up to me, I'd be the first thing that I'd change,nBut it's impossible to be washed down the drain.nnAnd when you're with me I feel the same.nAnd I love you, but I'm never going to change.nAnd when I'm gone, will you all forget my face?nAnd when I'm gone, I might just lose my place in this town.