i dont even know how to hear it; how to listennim not even sure what it sounds like i meanni know it has a sound it sounds like somethingnim just not sure whatnwhat does it look likenit could maybe look like anything anywayndoes the form- does- does how the form is familiar matter likenif you know it already does that-ndoes the version matternwould a variation change your opinion a lot of the basic thingnthe original general thingnhistory of thingsnand the silence from the last recordnyears of conceiving an areansee past the space beyond the immediate domainngenerationally people dont change that much on the whole do theynbut maybe the circumstance in places mattersnlike if a place is cold and meannyou could take the child to an easier zonenone with sun and easenand nicer weathernand raise them rightnso they could change the patterns of behaviornthe generations it setnor the reversento take the sweeter kidsnand give them to the heartnand substancento make them meannprecedent is setnin a small headnbut what about the willnwhen the defined one is born the anomalies happennand that is the hopenwith even more sparknto fight through an unempowered precedentnstronger and more flexiblenmore urge and energynopen to beneven be bare enough to admitnthat there are tearsnand gaps in the seamsnand not just unnecessary faultsnfaults that dont matternthat you only findnwhen youre looking for themnif youre looking you will find themnthere is so much space on this earth that is full of whatever youre looking fornthat the useless fault can be found there in that spacenbut it doesnt mean anythingnNOTHINGnthat talk is poison no seriously that talk is poisonnwhy would you need to hold someone down if they did nothing to younor to make a career of it, a practicenim sorry i know there are degrees and not everything can be a partynbut come on what about the other things the criticism of contextnlike maybe be aware to the fear that that stuff matters likenbut you only liked it cause you heard it with himnand the speakers sounded perfectnand you were over the other stuffnand liked the idea of that kind of thing is your new thingnand you heard it and it sounded perfectnand rules that you got it all evernbut maybe the week before would have been even betternmaybe not maybe its truly so epic that it is not the contextncontext would be powerless to something and that is fairnbut you know the songs sound better at night in the fall and octobernyou were fucking listening to massive attack or the peechees in a dormnin college in 1998 and it wasnt even your roomnand it sounded like the best thing youve ever heardnyou dont to change or do anything differentnour bodies look so different to ourselves in just different clothesnthese baby giraffe knees knocking togetherni got new pants and sewed them im sorrynfully only you and i would see im sorrynmy gangly body traveling in spaceni think about how i look in a video i saw of a shownmy body awkward in space is what i haventhis body traveling through spacena body and recordnand i say the same thing over and over because i onlynthink about the same things over and over in circlesnthe name is colder but the feelings are warmernmore realernmap to a recordnits a body and record as a mapnand the summary stands