‘Completely Attached To Delusion’nnI’m going to live, forever, and I wanna flynI’m going to live, forever, and I wanna flynI’m going to live, forever, and I wanna flynnTake me the wardrobenYou gotta hang aroundnYou crashing coming downnGet you to pull on it for a whilenFull dress with a smilenWarmth, angelic cocaine, sprinkled on my pussynAir force One is waiting on the runwaynKeep the dice on the tablenYou’re coming in on a rollnYou’re coming in on a rollnKeep it comingnI love being, I love being with you cos it’s good on drugsnWhen you feel you got it bad, we got it goodnIs it big enough for ya?nI wanna spend the rest of my life in a holidaynAnd I wanna spend the rest of my life in a holidaynAnd I wanna spend the rest of my life in a holiday InnnThere are no surprises.nBreakfast in bed between the cool bed sheetsnSlidin’ your eggsnJust work and sex and drugs in New YorknAnd when I come down all I wanna be is high again, rather than hanging here gettin’ tight.nEverybody I know is a junkie, everybody I know is a junkie, everybody I know is a junkie.nNow you drone to some Davy Jones beat because cos you have nothing else to do. Your feet pushing in the sand. The ocean, shooting white waves with the sun rimming ya.nWe just drunk ourselves a beer. Singing my song over and over againnAll I ever know is dissatisfaction, change and I want you. nAnd you got the slight, paranoid sinking feeling. nFinally you got hepatitis everything looks yella. nThis is where I started out. nnAnd you think you woke up asleep and you feel your dreaming.nThe telephone is ringing and you’re afraid he doesn’t like you and he wouldna said ‘I’ll see you Saturday’nI don’t wanna be left alone. I didn’t mean to mislead ya. I just wish you were somebody I love. nAnd I’m asleep and I’m dreaming and I’m remembering each time I’m dreaming.nYou sitting havin’ a Cheeseburger. nYour sittin’ in a jam at the counter with the napkin dispenser, salt and pepper shakers on Seventh Avenue. nMamma always loved news!nAnd you done the best you can and wasn’t altogether that good,nAnd you done the best you can and wasn’t altogether that good,nAnd you done the best you can and wasn’t altogether that good,nI put my muscle in it for as long I could.nAnd given all you wretched people, bad karma and Murphy’s Law that if the worse can happen it will. nAnd it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure, and it was a complete failure.nI’m tired of grabbin’ what I don’t want. I don’t want anybody negotiating no, getting nobody.nYou boxed yourself into another one nAnd I can’t go aheadnAnd I can’t go backnAnd you just got to go outnAnd I knew I had to go out cos I’d gone out before grandparents nnSomeday, somebody is goin’ to give ya a lesson in leaving somebody and give what you’d be givin’ and I’m allowed to watch them knock you down.nAnd I just watched these two guys rob an automobile with the wire hanger. They rummaged through the back of this station wagon and I said nada and walked away.nAnd then a few minutes later this German Shepard came by and took a leek on the car, just miss annoyed.nI’m having myself, and I’m loving myself, and the right combination of love. nI keep on doing it, I’m doing it. Cos you’re doin’ it right. nnLoving you while it seems monumentally sad. And I don’t trust anybody else, I don’t trust anybody. And I don’t trust anybody.nStanding straight on the bednWhite wing sex we’re doin’ water sportsnI’m giving it to in a slow stream the way you like itnI love to feel your throat swallowednThis buds for you, the king of beer is coming through.nAnd it looks it should be feeling good, and it looks it should be feeling good, and it looks it should be feeling good, but I don’t feel nothin’.nYou’re the only one gettin’ it cos you want it so much.nAnd a black guy once said to me, he said ‘A black man once told him, ‘Anytime, anybody tells you to look up at the sky, you know they got their hands in yer pockets!’nAnd you’re keeping me from what I wanna be doin’. To be calm and enlightened.nI’m a thief in an empty apartment and I’m giving it all away. You learned about impermanence. I love impermanence, cos I know I’m gonna leave here. nI wish you’d come so it would end. I wish you’d come so it would end, I wish you’d come so it would end.nI got the feeling that I did something wrong, nI don’t have anything to say I don’t wanna cite anything.nI don’t have any ideas.nI don’t know and I don’t care.nnMy medication is a complete failure,nMy medication is a complete failure,nMy medication is a complete failure.nnOne more time, I can’t wait to get back to New York,nMDA, I wanna marry it, get a meal in a minute,nI want my money now!nnYou can practice in my bed anytime,nYou can kick off the covers, open the windows wide!nAnd your mommy’s rich and your daddy’s good looking.nAnd I just get myself some heroin. nThis is the way I was waiting to feel,nThis is the way I was waiting to feel,nThis is the way I’ve been waiting to feel.nYou were told about patience.nNow you understandnNothin’ ever changes, nothin’ ever changes, nothin’ ever changes, nothin’ ever changes.nSeems you would’ve known you’d fall, from nowheres into nothin’