Sleep takes its hold with a sinking pull.nAnd now that I'm alone, this burst of lightnfills my lids and I'm awake to the songs of horror.nYour ill-bought greatness, he's seen it all from the frame. nOne day you'll reap the seeds of a shadowed past,nand I can only hope I'm there. nYou tried to satisfy the thirst of a thousand ages, nBut built a stack of bones as your monument to dead vanity. nIt's just a shrine to the words you use to wreck.nTell me, How can you sleep? nHow can you just welcome the wine and throw out your nets?nYou throw out your nets and set fame to bait the noose.nSet fame to derail whats innocent. nWhy spare the life of inglorious waste? Why let him live? nHe's just hunting your own! How can you just sit there and watch? nBecause i love you more than you know.nLook again and tell me what you see! nIn the window was me. The massacres were all me! nOh God, please! Please! deliver the penalties for all of this from me. nI'm not finding justice, no warrant for mercy... ndon't give up on me. Don't give up on me! nWhat happens when I turn and run again? And again, and again? nI will forgive you. nAnd what happens when I lie to your face? nI will forgive you. nOh my God, I can be so defiant to some one who's arms stretch to me. nI will forgive. nDon't give up on me! Don't give up on me! nI have forgiven you! nI'll awake to new purpose to fight this body.nNo longer will I play the dark shepherd.nLet not my words be ripped from the throat of a horror.nOh, forgiver! Where is justice in letting me live? n