I see myself but don't see me,nTwo burning eyes that don't agree,nWhile in the shades there's someone following my every little movement from the score.nnI call a friend who's never there,nToo tired for love, too tired to carenWhile in the shades there's someone ridiculing every little moment I adore.nnYeahnnI fall and fold down on my kneesnAnd ask the god if I can see,nIf maybe he or she will call on mennThe days they pass with no relief,nMy head all swollen up with grief,nThen something wakens me from sleep.nnCan't get loose to using you,nBut that's what I am gonna do,nHaving fun in heaven while you are crucified.nnI can't get loose to using you,nBut that's what I am gonna do,nWatching Lilly's flowers while your hands are tied.nnDo you just hear what I just heardnOr have I simply gone beserk,n'Cause in the shades there's someone laughing at my musical intentions to be free.nnTwo burning eyes that don't agree,nOne preying hoping desperately,nWhile in the shades there's someone wallowing in what I know will never happen now.nnYeahnnI crash and fall down on my kneesnAnd beg the god that I can see,nIf maybe he or she will call on me.nnThe days just pass with no relief,nMy head all swollen up with grief,nThen something wakens me from sleep.nnCan't get loose to using you,nBut that's what I am gonna do,nHaving fun in heaven while you are crucified.nnCan't get loose of loosing you,nBut that's what I am gonna do,nWatching Lilly's flowers while your hands are tied.