it's getting harder andnhow can we go onni might just stay hereni could just lay right here and diennbut i'm going to fightnnfirst i'm sorrynfor the things i didnand that i'm humannso now that i've said itnlet the past benacknowledge meni don't care what we are so long as we're speakingnnnow i'm heading northnpast those things that matteredncould not ignorenbut i still keep somewherenand i allownlet drag me downnif it sounds strange to younimagine what it means to menit's just a day in the lifenof someone who can't seennthat it's a dead end there's no chanceni stay because it's you and menbut i'm dropping my expectations so lowernso be proud of me but spare me the detailsnngo apathynyou've wasted all my timenoh jealousynyou just poison my mindnstill assure menof destinynno if there's still a chancenyou've made it harder to love mennadmittedlynit's unattractive to saynall these thingsnfallen out of optionsnon your mercynwhile my mouth bleedsnthe mutterings of foolsnwho still believe in somethingnand i'd tell them the truthnbut they won't hear it from mennand everyone they have been waiting for somethingni promised themnso please tell me the things i gave up were worth itncos i've got suspicions we're dyingnwith nothing to shownn(chorus)nin the morning they'll wake upnthey'll see what we've donenin the morning we'll wake upnthey'll come for more bloodntake us out let us innshow us where we belongnbefore it goes coldnn(bridge)nit's just a devicenone more day we're finenand i want to have to pull myself out of this bognto be something for someone an option for someonenbut i'm such a wreck ni need you backnit's unattractive to say all of these thingsni'm such a wreckni need my friendsndon't give up on me yetnstill hard to facenthe things she's been doing can't hear them nwhen everything feels like it's leadingnright up to our endnn(chorus)n