Coke binge. I lock myself inside this room.nThe very end was coming soon.nMy head was twisted.nI was saying, Good-bye.nI was snorting, snorting until I died.nMy lifestyle was darker than a permanent black marker.nAnother day passes. Another day is gone.nAnother sad misery was just dragged on.nIt was just a lung. It was just a vein.nIt was all of these drugs that I can't maintain.nI need yeaho. I hit rock bottom.nRock bottom bones to dust.nI will kill you for your money to buy a bag of fuckin coke.nSnort it. What a fuckin fiend? What a fuckin fiend?nI would kill you to get high.nI need yeaho.nI lock myself inside this room.nThe very end was coming soon. nMy head was twisted.nI was saying, Good-bye.nI was snorting, snorting until I died.nMy lifestyle was darker than a permanent black marker.nAll the pain and the mental anguish has me locked in my room snorting until I OD.n(I can't take this shit. I can't take this shit anymore. Slit my wrist. I don't want to live.)