i exceeted the expiration day of this night ni'll examine the time with you;nnmy so-called friends took me outnto drink to get laid, and to forgetnexcept for a headache,nnothing was gainednand except for your face,nthere was nothing left to seenhangover was waiting at my doorstepnbut i still wished you were there insteadnnSUBTLETY,nnever meant to you what it meant to menSUBTLETY,nnever meant to you what it meant to mennni was always the second best for you, nto fill the gap, the gap you felt ni was good enough to keep your body warmnwarm in those nights you could have felt coldnthe distance between us kept us close, nthe friction between us kept us apart, nso i'm running in circles, I'm losing my mind nncheers to you, wherever you arennnI STILL REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID nI'M MAD?nWITH THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE nWITH MY SUBTELTY?nnAND IT NEVER MEANT TO YOU WHAT IT MEANT TO MEnAND I'LL NEVER ASK WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN